Deplore lyrics

For the first time in a lifetime I don't know who to follow through, who loves me too I cant complain you feel the same we wonder who will change, who will remain After it gets dark I lye alone not touching those who left the glow to die out slow I'm sure There is more to you than I deplore The trust that you took from me has left me withdrawn I once fell thoughtlessly through life's open door Now I tread so quietly I'm bound to be ignored Such love as ours could not survive, your condemning eyes searched for lies in mine I dreamt I was a clown please take me down from this crooked tainted mount For the first time in a lifetime I don't know who to follow through, who loves me too I'm sure There is more to you than I deplore The trust that you took from me has left me withdrawn I once fell thoughtlessly through life's open door Now I tread so quietly I'm bound to be ignored It shows You got what you came for after all It shows From my head down to my toes