The Black Is Never Far lyrics

Awaken to this day, body's already starved Continuation, the black is never far My heart seeks the light, but thoughts are bask in dark It starts wit a tear, then rips into a scar As I stand right here, my honesty has to speak Your drugs of contentment couldn't hold me down in peace I've got an urge to kill, and god I know it's wrong Save me lord save me, don't need no prison yard as home Save my soul before my last love is hate Then I won't beg for patience and I'll become fail save I got a beautiful woman who stands strong at my side And a mighty god in Father Yah, still my reasons just don't rhyme A little pill supposed to killand let my anger subside But if I slit a wrist or connect my fist, would an innocent face survive I'm getting much to close while looking to turn back And I can see the end of my rope, how it's frayed and unwrapped A blast from the past can't exonerate my goals To a peaceful end in a six foot black hole