Ocean lyrics

I'm not saying that I'm crying Just an ocean fell out of my eyes My hands are smoky firewalls Clasped for prayer In the mud I shed my faith in rags I’ll leave it there I'm not saying that I'm crying Just an ocean fell out of my eyes Gratitude is sand beneath my tongue I'm kelp between God’s toes I'm a dead fly on his dusty windowsill Burden of meaninglessness I'm not saying that I'm crying Just an ocean fell out of my eyes I'm a splinter in God’s numb palm