Celebration lyrics

I felt alive Before I purged my body and mind Like a child I used to be a king at one point in time Now I live in exile So carry me to my pen Because my youth is much too tired to go outside today So carry me to my pen Because my youth is much too tired to go outside today Much too tired to go outside today Much too tired to go outside It's so hard to sit and wait The ones you love will never stay We just want to celebrate Listen, I'm trying It's so hard to sit and wait The ones you love will never stay We just want to celebrate But I'm much too tired to go outside today