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Somehow it found a way, the will to see the next day Through a crack it crawled its way in, said won't ever leave Heavy these boots of lead, yet so familiar and fitting well And now don't know to regret or to crave Nothing's ahead, left behind I feel it coming I refuse to let it in- to stay It's melting the ice away I feel it coming I refuse to take its weight- tolerate To hell with it all, I want to be left alone Straight through the dear despair-infecting dreams and joy But there's no reason to smile, it all will sail down the drain Like a bullet through the brain, a blague that eats alive And now can't tell piss from wine, so sick of this all Some by arriving, some by leaving have carved in their marks here beneath I will be thriving on this endless grieving, forever dwell in my defeat Beneath the ice it stays the same