Love Controlled Despair lyrics

(I wish) To flee and to be gone... detached from myself (I want) To see clearly what's beyond the dreary and cold walls within my head I exist in desire in my dark haven I long to cleanse my soul of regrets All I want is you to be there and no longer feel dead inside I'm in love controlled despair Wish to sleep and leave all behind (I wish) To set free and to forgive... An illusion of myself (I want) To breathe and to truly live without the claws, the claws within my head All I want is you to be there and no longer feel dead inside I'm in love controlled despair Wish to sleep and leave all behind I exist in desire in my dark haven I long to cleanse my soul of regrets All I want is you to be there All I want is you to be there and no longer feel dead inside I'm in love controlled despair Wish to sleep and leave, leave all behind