Behind her lyrics

How can I hate you? How can I hate you? When you've meant so much to me I wanna hate you! I wanna hate you! So much easier it would be for me How could you lie? How can I love you? How can I love you? When you've done this wrong to me I don't wanna love you! I don't wanna love you! I wish I never had, that I will never again God, please embrace me! I'd rather wither in your arms than to live a hallow life, Behind her