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Bathing in agony Covered in shame These walls cave in Only myself to blame Pill after pill, I prepare myself for the morning ahead My body folds, writhing in pain No one is here for me Bathing in agony Covered in shame I listen to the running water It fills the bathtub slowly I am trampled by thoughts Weighed down by memories I lay my head still, welcoming an infinite sleep My sacrifice for you An endless cycle of ache Still conscious, I am paralyzed Eyes wide open, staring aimlessly Water begins to fill the floor Rising slowly, so poetically I begin to choke, this is what I crave I am a masochist, in my blood I bathe Drowning in my own self-hatred I can feel my lungs as they begin to fail Bathing in agony Covered in shame This burden of living never seems to end As I lay my body and take the devil's hand In this holy water In this chamber of sin Born into filth I die alone