Jaded lyrics

All of the bright minds are out in the dark light Lighting up so they can’t breathe Outside the party, they’re talking to me And I can't shake the feeling Of TV and cold tea and romanticizing All the things that make me unhappy And are you happy? Cause I hope at the end of the night I’ll find a way to stay surprised In the middle of the moment, might allow myself a smile I’m wasting so much time being jaded But I don’t wanna be jaded I spent the summer stuck in the bedroom Staring up at the ceiling I went to New York and I saw a friend there To hell and back, she'd been But she was breathing and she looked at me It’s easy to be unhappy And are you happy? Cause I hope at the end of the night I’ll find a way to stay surprised In the middle of the moment, might allow myself a smile I’m wasting so much time being jaded But I don’t wanna be jaded Cause I hope at the end of the night I’ll find a way to stay surprised In the middle of the moment, might allow myself a smile I’m wasting so much time, being jaded But I don’t wanna be jaded And outside the party, they’re talking to me, I'm jaded I went to New York and I saw a friend there, I'm jaded Staring at the paint that's peeling off ceilings and baby Oh, you’re not helping anyone losing your way in the jaded