Deceived lyrics

And you wonder why i've got so much anger built up inside. You pushed, you shoved, it was beat down on me. i always Said hold on. don't listen it's all lies. it was so easy to say But it was too hard for me. i watched you fall to their deceiving. I stopped and watched as you were leaving. comprehend, Understand, not until now. he deceived you to deceive to me. Fall victim internally, suffering eternally, conflicting his Unlimited mercy. i won't be deceived, never will i, cried many Times suffering. and why, deceived by you? i won't fall to Your lie. you intoxicated me. environment intoxicated me. Good or bad environment influences all of you. right or Wrong environment intoxicates. against my will i wish it Wasn't that way. i'm sorry you've got to beat it on me like It was the truth. now i know what it feels like to be deceived.