Really? lyrics

I think I'm getting depressed again I think I'm gonna lose all my friends I'm trying to switch up my medicine So I can be more of a gentleman It's just the more I sleep, the less I eat And everything would matter just a little bit less If I saved a couple pounds and I just lost the rest I guess I got too caught up in confidence to feel confident I think I'm having a panic attack I think I'm disappointing my dad Just stuff me into a duffle bag So I can feel all alone again Whenever I fall asleep I keep on having the same damn dreams I know you heard this already But I don't ever want you to leave I thought you didn't even like to leave And I know you can surf this too