Body Vehicle lyrics

I call you up but you always talk down We cherished something but it is gone now Bitter the taste but sweet as it goes down We cherished something but it is gone now She's got a gun in a sock in her drawer An ugly mistake I wasn't born with a bug I'm just stuck in a Place that I want to escape In my head once again I feel the hair raise on my skin Am I living am I dead If I stop breathing in my bed Wipe the sweat from my forehead I feel a paranoia agent Vivid thoughts I don't intend Take control until I bend Tonight, I'm caught in my mind I might Be missing something in my life I don't want to be alone But you may not enter my zone In my body vehicle I ride till I turn cold In my head once again I feel the hair raise on my skin Am I living, am I dead If I stop breathing in my bed Wipe the sweat from my forehead I feel a paranoia agent Vivid thoughts I don't intend Take control until I bend Tonight, I'm caught in my mind I might Be missing something in my life I don't want to be alone But you may not enter my zone In my body vehicle I ride till I turn cold I don't want to be alone But you may not enter my zone In my body vehicle I ride till I turn cold