Letra de Departure

To die is to live And I'm not too sure what I've done I'm choking on the words stuck on the back of my tongue Mind over matter I don't mind that I don't matter Mind over matter I don't mind that I'm losing my head I'll try anything And never get a result How can I feel so alone? I thought that things could only go up from here I can't see anything I see no hope in me Day after day I dwell on past mistakes (Past mistakes) I see no hope in me Night after night I toss and turn in bed (In my bed) This really isn't me Its not how I should be I can't see anything The light has gone out of my life forever I'm blinded by the lies that I've been told my whole fucking life (My whole life) It's not that I want to die I'm just tired of being here Instead of waking up I'd rather lose myself on my own terms (My own terms.)