Letra de Word Salad

I feel like I'm lying every day I know when I get home I'll have to pay Just manipulate and hurt yourself That's not what matters, not your mental health Knowing I look happy makes me good inside But I'm bad, but I'm not ready to die Just 'cause I look good on the outside doesn't mean anything I'm not alright All it means is that I'm trying Shouldn't that say something? I mean, let's look at the fact that Sometimes I can't even get out of bed, you know Sometimes it's even hard to just pick up a pencil Knowing I look happy makes me good inside But I'm bad, but I'm not ready to die Just 'cause I look good on the outside doesn't mean anything I'm not alright Put me in the farthest ward Maybe then I'll be a little less bored Lack of contact with what you are Would leave a little more than a scar Knowing I look happy makes me good inside But I'm bad, but I'm not ready to die Just because I look good doesn't mean anything I'm not alright Not alright Not alright