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Don't look back I can't tell myself enough I just can't let this go I don't know why I can't seem to balance it all I guess it's just because I'm looking back When I dive into these memories I come crawling back to rolling seas And again I can't find ways to stay afloat I can't stay afloat Lay me down for good Flashbacks take me back to the place that I want to be I want to stay here I come around every once in a while just to reassure myself this was real I will stay permanently stained I fought this demon before He left me broken and torn apart A piece of him still lives in me Leeching my sanity I just can’t let it eat away, so I refuse this slow decay Caught in between the dream And the plan, not the man I used to wish I'd be Leeching my fucking sanity It’s been so long since I can say I felt at home Sometimes I dream about the days when I was young And wonder why everything had to go so wrong I never planned for this, but then again I guess that no one really can This life I live is always pulling on the pin I'll never balance out these days of emptiness