Alonely lyrics

I can't get a hold Hold of myself Tossing and turning and screaming for help So much to say So many words But sometimes you're looking so good that it hurts I don't wanna lose you Glad that I knew you Don't wanna be with nobody else There's nothing to say now There's no way to say how Feel I created this whole mess I hate it this way I'll be okay I guess I will stay a lonely ghost I know I'm not right I'm messed in the head So hurt me, desert me, just leave me for dead I'm thinking 'bout thinking Now my sun is shrinking I know I can float but I'm sinking instead I don't wanna lose you Glad that I knew you Don't wanna be in my own head There's nothing to say now No way to say how Feel I created this whole mess I hate it this way I'll be okay You knew it was good but I threw it away Is there nothing left You'd like to say? I guess I'll just stay a lonely ghost