The Bleeding Mermaid lyrics

I abused you when had the time Never saw it on your face Reconstruction in yor own words I didn't mind losing you You know you never could be mine Such good times looking into your eyes As you died in my arms Becoming sober and it's clear that There's nothing left for me here Reconstruction in your own words Never dreamt of anything less I feel i found it I trust i hate it I long to hear you kill your lies Now i feel so haunted as i search for Any excuse that will ease my mind.