Grace lyrics

Is this what I've become? Someone who gets jealous of someone? Instead of open arms and honest praise I'm closing doors and pushing love away When did I come undone? When did the colors of my canvas start to run? I can't control the teardrops on my face I know this ain't the girl my mother raised I used to wear love like an army I used to know nothing could harm me Now fear got up all in my head, I'm all in my head And I made a mess, I confess, I'm ashamed And I need grace To step inside my mind and help me be a better person Or at least a better version of me 'Cause right now, all I wanna do is scream That I need grace 'Cause I'm running low on faith And I really wanna change my heart 'Cause I'm falling apart these days And what I really need is grace, grace, grace I feel like I'm a ghost I forgot the most important thing I know That there's nobody else I have to be There's no one else I have to please I have the answers that I need I used to wear love like an army I used to know nothing could harm me Now fear got up all in my head, I'm all in my head And I made a mess, I confess, I'm ashamed And I need grace To step inside my mind and help me be a better person Or at least a better version of me 'Cause right now, all I wanna do is scream That I need grace 'Cause I'm running low on faith And I really wanna change my heart 'Cause I'm falling apart these days And what I really need is grace Watching over my mistakes Yeah, I really wanna change my heart 'Cause I'm falling apart these days And what I really need is grace