Original lyrics

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Hi, Rae How are you today? I don't know Is that thing again? What would you say to him? Let it go I asked: Can I count on you? Remember that day? You said for me: Sincerely, I don't know I knew that I couldn't stay in your way Then my mind, said you can finally let it go Right there in the beginning you were awesome to me Gave me everything I couldn't believe But material gifts aren't love for me I thought: I have a doubt with you, so I can't leave In the first year, was so problematic I held you and gave you the support I was emphatic I started to feel things phsycosomatic But when was me, you stood there, static The name of my trauma starts with J If you're the next, you have courage to stay I wish you a really good luck to stay in that way But now I left that burden blow away You betrayed me twice, it was a huge pain But you said: I'm having problems, I was out of me I believed, like some manipulation in my brain But it was getting clear in my mind, then I could see I got worse, couldn't smile anymore Depression took all over my soul You stood in your stage, like before You also took my energy like a ghoul I tried to tell you about my condition You turned to me and said: I don't understand Also, I said about my depression You said: Help you? I think I can't And about helping me it was just a hug You stood there just staring at the wall You left me like I was in the dirt But you never tried to help me at all I felt him so far away from me, then I asked Do you still want it? We can talk and I won't stay in your way He said "I want it" but his phone showed me he wasn't into me anymore He was lying and had no courage to say, coward! I told about my insecurities to my friend She listened and said everything is okay Something said: She's not beside you, and in the end You two were together, for the third time, a betray Since we broke up, there was no trace Didn't have the courage to talk about Didn't have the courage to talk face-to-face I just wanted it to end with, but you was out The name of my trauma starts with J If you're the next, you have courage to stay I wish you a really good luck to stay in that way But now I left that burden blow away