Breakdown lyrics

You were acting crazy, the whole damn time We never matched, everyone warned me And you were so ugly, so unbearable Oh, I don't know, what I was thinking By month two, I wanted out But I had no strength to get up and leave How could it be? If when you spoke I rolled my eyes internally Still stuck, still frozen I'm trying to understand How could I keep holding your tedious hand But like always, something strong in me Pulled me out of another nightmare Now I'm here, in my best phase Making art, seeing everything clear That second chance When I found out you, the other girl I changed completely My distrust, made me paranoid I was always high, it was all your fault My therapist even called you out Begging for help 'cause I was buried In a bitter escape, chasing shadows Tracing you in every mistake Still stuck, still frozen I'm trying to understand How could I keep holding your tedious hand But like always, something strong in me Pulled me out of another nightmare Now I'm here, in my best phase Making art, seeing everything clear And what about you? I don't give a fuck Even thinking of you makes me sick Cause your poison's hanging in the air So tired, I'm done with your shit I had a huge problem, you knew everything Yet you changed your code, every fucking day Acting suspicious, just to watch me break Seu arrombado And it worked out You kept me crawling till the very end Hair torn out, bruises on my skin And you hurt me, almost every day With my parents in the same house But one night I screamed with all I had Get off my back and leave me the hell alone You tried to smash me You said it's who I am That made you do the things you did And it's funny how the craving vanished with you Maybe it was never the white The real addiction Was surviving you But I finally broke free But I finally broke free