My Suicide lyrics

As I could be so cruel As I could be faithful As I could finish Now with my family I am the next victim he does not pardon me I am a cafageste if the demons do not pardon me why he would pardon me being an atheist you act thus? You are leaving me one imbecile he does not bank my friend you only want what she is mine as I could be so cruel as I could be faithful as I could finish now with my family ah I am next victim begging that pains pass all are avenged of me without the minimum mercy in the truth I deserve this despreso in the sky I go to be denied Christ, Protector My suicide.