Unbecoming lyrics

So much to say Yet devoid of substance Full of desire Overwhelmed by reluctance The possession of nothing In over abundance So many stories All are redundant It hurts to say it's okay It's okay to say it hurts When you run from your problems They will only get worse Seen it all a thousand times And it still feels like the first All of these suppressed memories Can finally disperse When you realize You're better unspoken You'll begin to recognize The bond is broken Closing all the doors I left open Carefully concentrated Deceit and erosion Rain and pain they Call my name Clear skies just don't Feel the same Fake, shame False disdain One sided stories To try and maim Didn't you know I'm already a broken soul The world to me is Distant and cold People play with words And all they do is scold Then everyone makes promises That they don't uphold Existence teaches us distance A consistence of resistance The persistence of endings in riddance Thoughts are the best when They're not hidden I discovered Amidst all the numbing All I ever wanted Was to feel something Years of nothing but Manipulation and shunning Fake faces fade It's all unbecoming