Trying 2 Fool U lyrics

I've been laying on the floor Trying to keep cool I've been licking off the dust Trying 2 fool U I've always struck myself as someone who's uncomfortable I've been kissing at the ground Watching the grass grow I've been holding red balloons Letting every one go I've always struck myself as someone who's impossible Waving at the sky I wanted to let go I didn't want to say goodbye Waving at the sky I wanted to let go I didn't want to say goodbye I've been waking up early And staying out late I've been losing all control I've been slipping away I've always struck myself as someone who's an asshole Waving at the sky I wanted to let go I didn't want to say goodbye Waving at the sky I wanted to let go I didn't want to say goodbye Waving at the sky I wanted to let go I didn't want to say goodbye Waving at the sky I wanted to let go I didn't want