Dirty Ashtrays lyrics

Every morning I wake up Take my pills I feel my eyes are out of specs I hold my chaos I hold my time I'm free to burn my fears without all my lies But in the end My life is dead In the end It's only pain Here we go Follow the same voices Inside my head I can hear some noises I don´t know Where I can find my choices Bleeding thoughts Smoking dirty ashtrays Out of rail I reach the lines I loose my faith Searching secrets on the sand I hold my steps I hold my pride I'm free to burn my fears inside all my mind