Monster lyrics

I'm scared Was it all that I experienced in vain? I always imagine myself in a movie Looking out the window at the rain Thinking about what I did On this path curvy I let you go without even asking If everything would be fine with you I am fighting I thought everything was really cool But please don't let me think That I'm a monster I didn't even talk to you anymore And you just started acting weird It wasn't like before So, I leave my goodbye here