Picnic In The Dark lyrics

I'm still learning which cards I can hold Don't have to show everything that you know Harboring a grudge won't relieve you from pain Best to love more than hate Having a picnic in the dark I can sit anywhere There is no light around But I have found a way out here My brother's calling and I'm always there My mother has, many times, disappeared Father never was any place, any way They're both still in my ways Having a picnic in the dark I can sit anywhere There is no light around But I have found a way out here Having a picnic in the dark Everyone's in their home I'll wait for the Sun to rise and light my eyes A very long time