Memories lyrics

What could I do to change your mind I know it's through my way of life I feel the rage when I sleep Why does it have to be a mystery I live my life as I drink the wine Much to fast it can never last To stand alone that's still my curse How can I erase your memories I can hear myself screaming in total frustration How can I erase your memories I don't like what I found here And it's only beginning How can I erase your memories You were nice you tried so hard I was tough acting for my self I had to learn I had to face That time was running out for me No candlelights can save me now They're all burned down and so am I Thousand miles away from you... How can I erase your memories I can hear myself screaming in total frustration How can I erase your memories I don't like what I found here And it's only beginning How can I erase your memories It's in the game and I'm to blame I feel it's tearing me apart It's never fare it's just my share When your rip my soul apart Constantly it's hard to be Standing up in this lullaby....