Mirror lyrics

I'm swimming in an ocean of darkness Smothered in the kisses of night Drowning in the sea of sorrows Under waves of incredible height Can't remember what dreams were made of Can't believe there is anything left What I thought was a garden of Eden became The valley of the shadow of death I have lived here before I cannot find the door Chased by the shadows It's me Nothing ever satisfies Me Gold in my hand Only rust The only constant is me And me I can't trust I have lived here before I can't find the door Feel I cannot breathe The only constant is me I know that I know that I know that I know I am lost Over and over and over and over a cross