The Struggle lyrics

Sometimes you scare me by what you cause me to see And I'm afraid of knowing who I am Although you've changed me there's still a whole lot of old wineskin And to open up would destroy the me I'm afraid to show One part of me doesn't want to grow But I'm tired of this lingering winter Tired of ground so hard and cold Plow your way through, I'm asking you to, Jesus Lord, you're my only hope Without you I can't face myself My pride wants me to hide inside myself But I love you an' I don't want our love put on the shelf I'm tired of fighting to be who I am Jesus, make me what you want me to be Because of you I desire reality A love for you is what I'm dying to receive Though I hate what I am I understand what you've promised me You've promised me freedom in the truth But I can only face myself when I've faced you An' I'll be ready to face myself when I face you