Shame Is a River lyrics

Shame is a river When I cross its waters I always sink Hope's on the other side But I got guilt like bricks to my feet I was fifteen when I had my first drink Numb on the sofa across from a shrink Keeping my mouth shut and grinding my teeth I got away as far as I could But that didn't' do me any good This hurricane's within me Love is a sunrise Where's the light to Eclipse my grief Grace speaks in silence I've been quiet but only hear my own screams I was fifteen when I had my first drink Numb on the sofa across from a shrink Keeping my mouth shut and grinding my teeth I got away as far as I could But that didn't do me any good This hurricane's within me I'm a force of nature Keep your saviors There's no prayer See you reconcile me Paint me a picture Of what where I am Finally cry myself clean Show me a picture Of what where I am Forgiven and free Oh no Oh no Oh no Oh no