Subliming lyrics

I feel a heat inside my bones I'll grow with my last breath Aching for clarity I never jumped into the water Never took that vital plunge Still live my life that way Disregard my only one I said I'm running outta time This ain't love, this ain't love I got living on my mind I'm above, I'm above Used narrowed lens to trace the paths I laid And I used to feel it too Now I'm further from that life I'm above, I'm above I'm not looking for any kind of comfort I'm not looking for much I'm just riding it out Where do I turn off the cynic in me? I am the present I'm planting my feet