Alone lyrics

Lookin' at the past, searchin' for the answer Tryin' to find a way to do it again So once in a while, I go back in time Back to my old ways and put myself in big trouble Alone, no one to blame Put myself in big trouble Alone, no one to blame For shit that I can't afford to change I'm sad that this is over So today I will escape And tomorrow I'll be numb I don't wanna party, I don't understand it Used to be a one of a kind, this is strange What if it is aging? What if I'm just fading? Always tryna go back to shit that I can't afford to change I'm just sad that this is over So today I will escape And tomorrow I'll be numb I put myself in big trouble Alone, no one to blame Put myself in big trouble Alone, no one to blame For shit that I can't afford to change I'm sad that this is over So today I will escape And tomorrow I'll be numb I'm sad that this is over So today I will escape