Point Of No Return lyrics

Delusion and lies have marked my life Filled with difficulties and negative thoughts I just think about the true meaning of it all And i can't find no answers, and I feel so alone Locked in my room without seeing anyone A gun my only company, the only escape I tried to raise up in front my problems Without realizing that I am their slave Thanks to myself i reached the point of no return There is no hope for me and all my chances are now gone Thanks to myself i reached the point of no return There is no hope for me and all my chances are now gone Hate my only feeling to the world around me I never have been able to find the right way Refusing any kind of help to heal my soul Remaining in my world made of broken dreams I feel my soul so cold A sense of abandon poisons my heart Drowning in the endless void of myself With the sole intention to make it end Thanks to myself i reached the point of no return There is no hope for me and all my chances are now gone Thanks to myself i reached the point of no return There is no hope for me and all my chances are now gone