Bother lyrics

Wish I was too dead to cry A self affliction face Stones to throw at my creator Masochist to whish I cater You don't need to bother I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on I won't let go ´till it bleeds Wish I was too dead to care If indeed I cared at all Never had a voice to protest So you fed me shit to digest I wish I had a reason My flaws are open season For this I gave up trying One good time deserves my dying You don't need to bother I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on I won't let go ´till it bleeds Wish I´d died instead of lived A zombie hides my face Shelf forgotten with it´s memories Diaries left with cryptic entries And you don't need to bother I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on I won't let go ´till it bleeds You don't need to bother I don't need to be, yeah I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on, once I hold on I'll never live down my disease