One Million lyrics

I swear I'm on the right page Hoping for it all 'Cause this is not the ending It's barely just begun As you say one more time I know I won't pretend Exactly how you left them Stuck in present tense I'd wait one million years For you to stop and say hello 'Cause that's when it all hits you Smack dab in the middle And I'm the only one right there Hoping 'Cause she'd do this the right way I hope it never comes (I hope it never comes) When everything is ending I've barely come undone (I've barely come undone) As you say one more time I know I won't pretend Exactly how you left them Waiting I'd wait one million years For you to stop and say hello 'Cause that's when it all hits you Smack dab in the middle And I'm the only one right there Hoping And I don't think It's twice as bad To hold out hope For something you never had And while you write It's in my head And I don't blame you