Better Season lyrics

Lirikand i wish this year could be a better season Here i am sipping coffee and starring at the ceiling And i'm all weird inside, I take my guitar out of the space And then the past emerges, Miss understanding, bad conversation from me… Even you don't care about my feeling I'm still your friend when you get pain I remember when you were dreaming I was the ghost when you are lost Yes i do…yes i do… I want to spend rest of my life with you… Yes i do…yes i do… I'll be your friend and your number one fan I can't wait until i hear your amazing voice, but… When i dial your number, your heart was not at home And start blaming my self And i…wanna better season… When i get up…feel so much pain Should i give up?…should i give up?