(how could i be)honest? lyrics

Can't fake the old days There's another way But another haze awaits I can't just let myself go Jibun datte tsukue nakute Muda datte yamera nenakute Doro mamine dakara mitsukete yoku shiino Help me I wish I could be bleeding So you could see the pain You could feel the pain inside me Waiting I'm always waiting for something Something out of reach Something that will never come back Ooh How can I be honest? 'Cause I just broke my promise In this place where everything happened Ooh How can I be honest? When I don't know myself Overthinking is making me so helpless Driving through Chicago There's something Felt so alive I wanted to dive The same thing again and again I'm always drowning in the pain But I know I can't get over this now Help me I wish I could be bleeding So you could see the pain You could feel the pain inside me Waiting I'm always waiting for something Something out of reach Something that will never come back Ooh How can I be honest? 'Cause I just broke my promise In this place where everything happened Ooh How can I be honest? When I don't know myself Overthinking is making me so helpless Take me home It's getting cold here The lights don't glow the same since you disappeared Take me home It's getting cold here The lights don't glow the same since you disappeared