Monster lyrics

I'd like to say I'm sorry For all your new-found pain My life becomes such an unmanageable mess, But still I manage to drive everyone that loves me insane I am monster I am monster I looked to you for answers You said to look inside, But all I found there was the foetus of my inner child Everything beautiful about me never lived before it died I am monster I am monster I am monster I am I could have been so special, Just like the other me, But ""somehow"" almost has become my middle name I am now everything I promised you I'd never be I am monster I am monster I am monster I am monster