i hate sundays lyrics

On Sundays I hang around the driveway Where I'd come out to meet you When we were young Don't need you or anyone I'm stronger Sleep longer when I'm alone I'm better Than ever I told you so See I could Say anything, but it's still Embarrassing to admit That I'm afraid of hurting myself again Unable, unstable It's crystal clear Legs shaking, backbreaking I'll disappear Time stopping, heart dropping I close my eyes Shit talking, sleepwalking It's no surprise Ears ringing, lips stinging My sister cried Blood racing, I'm pacing To stay alive