Alive lyrics

Jesus, jesus, what have i done Where can i turn to, where can i run Jesus, jesus, what have we done A sign of evil my name has become You were my friend, my guide, my idol And i lived my life at your command Our love noone could rival Tell me how was i to understand I kept my doubts for later Played the game and played it by the rules So i became your traitor Never thought that i was just a tool Alive - and forced to live Alive - and no relief