Текст песни A Weak Moment

I feel hate For those who think they know me You will never understand me Not a single piece of my insides Don't try it, you will loose There couldn't be a new beginning without an end No fun at this place, no hope is left No gold mine, no luck for me One dissapointment after the other Fighting hard for my cause, but in the end the fight is lost Another day, another way - One mistake and all is lost No feelings left, inside of me Now I only look after myself No inspirations, inside of me Now I only look after myself Chaotic thoughts in my mind Hate comes out of me, destroys me and all around me But next day everything will be the same There couldn't be a new beginning without an end No fun at this place, no hope is left Full of Expectations, full of Inspiration Again one dissapointment after the other Stagnation - A word which never should be said Now it's always in my thoughts, inside of me No new life without a complete end Seeing my inner weaknesses Seeing my mistakes and my faults Only the weak end their lives in self pity