Текст песни Helpless

I feel so crushed, I suffocate Inside my own existence; 'Cause I feel really torn: my head refuses all my signs, Like killers without Valium. They sold me without fear, They tried to focus all my scenes. I fell inside the darkness. And when I saw it there My only pains made me so fool. Into these pictures I see… I lost control, I didn't know I had a gun in my hand. It made me see your future, better words are for illusions…. "In all my dreams, before my helpless sight, He plunges at me, guttering, choking, drowning."