Текст песни My Shadow Triumphant

I've tried.. To do it all better... And I've tried to stay calm no emotions.. But I can't be there... To climb out of here... And I'd lost my freedom to smile forever...... Silent... L'm always crying.... light's gone.. I'm blinded from all lifeful colors.. I can see only ashes and blood And I saw my shadow from the otherside of mirror In these arms again... My tears will last forever... Silent... L'm always crying.... light's gone.. Why, oh why.... Darkness's surrounding me Could I leave..... Or be lost here forever............