Текст песни Absence Of Light

As the sky turns black and the rain to blood, my memories slowly torn from me... I guess the life I intended on... I guess it will never be. I can't find any other way to justify ..I can not find my inner peace. I can't find any way to justify thoughts of my life destroying me. Darkness falls upon my eyes now and one last thought remains with me, ...pictures of what I have done are forever haunting me. Deep in my mind I can't let go to save my soul, I curse at God, I beg and plead for this release ...from ...this ...life. I can't find any other way to justify ..I can not find my inner peace. I can't find any way to justify thoughts of my life destroying me. ...never wanted to be this way.