Текст песни Self Explained

I started reeking of the people I was with I have no secret, I was freaking out a bit I took a chopper 'cause I grew up with a lot of changes I am alone a lot, I see this as my weakness I am embarrassed of my solo, I don't know why I don't want people to know how much time I spend alone Time I spend alone, time I spend alone, time I spend alone When I take you on, I try When I take you on, I try When I take you on When I take you on, I try I put up cinderblocks to take away the pain I separated from society today I don't get close to anybody but my feelings I cannot think when I am reeling I think of people that I used to see who don't like me I don't want people to know how much time I spend alone Time I spend alone, time I spend alone, time I spend alone When I take you on, I try When I take you on, I try When I take you on When I take you on, I try When I take you on When I take you on When I take you on When I take you on When I take you on When I take you on When I take you on When I take you on