Текст песни Book Of Memories

Here's what you said to me 10 years ago: "You're the one to blame, it's all your fault You're the cause that people stay away, you're not welcome here" Afterwards, deterioration, you refuse all I say All these feelings bring me to my knees; so many questions blur my sanity I blame myself... I'm filled with hatred...there's no way out... 2nd of March, daily opposition 14th of April, you still ignore me As I keep seeing the last years of my life pass before my eyes I blame myself... I'm filled with hatred...there's no way out... You have taken what was mine You destroyed what I lived for Violated the person I am deep inside of me You finished of my passion, my calling When will the pain go away? When will the pain go away? 7th of June, you allege insanity Ensuing days, abandoned by the brave As I keep seeing the last years of my life pass before my eyes As I keep seeing the last years of my life pass before my eyes I blame myself... I'm filled with anger...I can only scream... You have taken what was mine You destroyed what I lived for Violated the person I am deep inside of me You finished of my passion, my calling Words can't describe this... All these feelings bring me to my knees; so many questions blur my sanity Just another day in my book of memories Will you ever realize what you fucking did to me? Just another day in my book of memories Will you ever realize what you fucking did to me?