Текст песни Fear

I live in the past I can't move on beyond the pain I feel no release I want to find my peace of mind My fear (loser) - it's holding me stillborn My fear (come on) - I'll never be again (Don't fear) You stole the innocence From a child to be no more Blinded by the silence Afraid to ever speak a word Thinking on the times of my demise and I wish it Wasn't me the victimized And I don't know really can't see how I really Couldn't kill the mother who violated me