Текст песни Beautiful Unreality

I run away from everything I don't want to see I'd rather live without Than be half dead with you Never wanted this to be me Never asked to be this way Every night I lay and wonder How this shadow became me. Trapped in my beautiful unreality. No way out of this prison I've made I'm lost, halfway dreaming of life Never wanted this to be me. Never asked to be this way. Every night I lay and wonder How this shadow became... Me! Watching all the others How do they make it through Their lifes all seem so perfect Do they realize I'm not here? I imagine what I used to be And scream softly to myself. Where do I go from here? How did I disappear?