Текст песни The end

I'm five pounds down, three drawers gained Some frequency inside of me don't feel the same She packed it all, even took the blame Left two Advils on the counter for the pain I'm smoking again, burning through friends Sleeping my way through the weekends It's only my life, don't you worry my friend Nothing lingers quite as long as the end I feel her voice echo through my bed Closer, closer, closer now to the edge I guess I'm scared, scared of what comes next I took the hit without knowing the side effects She's dating again, living with friends And I used to think I had thick skin It's only my life, don't you worry my friend Nothing lingers quite as long as the end I bought a Pontiac, just to take it back Killing time between each panic attack I leave one light on, most evenings all through dawn So sometimes in the morning I'll forget she's gone I'm grieving a friend who ain't even dead Nothing lingers quite as long as the end