Текст песни Anxious

Give me a sec to pull myself up Why you gotta hold so tightly Even in my thoughts like Can't you stop it? Not a teen anymore but still me It hurt then, is it so hard to understand? Ashamed to say it but I always gave a damn What you thought about me I'm so restless I don't know how It feels like to Sleep beside you Without feeling this This anxious I still feel tired when I wake up Like I never closed my eyes once since then Aged a century in one year Calling on me and I'd come running A bit too foolish and I overcomplicate things I kinda still think you are not that bad I'm so restless I don't how It feels like to Sleep beside you Without feeling this This anxious Could someone tell me how? 'Cause I'm anxious